Pillow though

But I was young and didn’t know better and someone should have told me to capture every second, every kiss & every night because now I’m sitting here alone and it’s getting really hard to breathe because tears are growing in my throat and they want to break out and I just want to be somewhere silent somewhere still. But still, I don’t want to be alone because I’m scared and lonely and I don’t understand Because I was alone my whole life. My whole life I was so damn lonely and I was content with that because I liked myself and my own company and I didn’t need anyone I thought But then there was you..... So, someone should have told me that love is for those few brave who can handle the unbearable emptiness, the unbearable guilt and lack of oneself, because I lost myself to someone I love and I might get myself back one day but it will take time, it will take time. This is gonna take some time. I wish someone would have told me this. Someone should have told me this.” ― Charlotte Eriksson, Empty Roads & Broken Bottles